{"id":2674,"date":"2009-05-06T15:20:00","date_gmt":"2009-05-06T12:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/?p=2674"},"modified":"2009-05-06T15:20:00","modified_gmt":"2009-05-06T12:20:00","slug":"jumatatea-plina-a-nepasarii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/2009\/05\/jumatatea-plina-a-nepasarii\/","title":{"rendered":"Jum\u0103tatea plin\u0103 a nep\u0103s\u0103rii"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span lang=\"EN\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-2675\" src=\"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/05\/fea_3rd_smoke.jpg\" alt=\"fea_3rd_smoke\" width=\"400\" height=\"300\" \/>Ast\u0103zi am sarcin\u0103 de redac\u0163ie s\u0103 observ partea plin\u0103 a paharului din via\u0163a social\u0103 rom\u00e2neasc\u0103. Efort intelectual care poate fi sus\u0163inut cu greu \u00een Rom\u00e2nia. Din p\u0103cate nu pot spune c\u0103 \u00eemi mai pas\u0103 prea mult de ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 \u00een jurul meu. De aceea nu pot spune c\u0103 v\u0103d jum\u0103tatea goal\u0103 \u015fi, prin compara\u0163ie, nici pe cea plin\u0103 a paharului. Dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 pot raporta la social, poate voi reu\u015fi m\u0103car s\u0103 m\u0103 raportez la sine.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Cred c\u0103 to\u0163i trecem prin astfel de perioade de nep\u0103sare total\u0103. \u00cen Vam\u0103 st\u0103team \u00een curul gol la soare \u00eentr-o be\u0163ie perpetu\u0103. Lenea introspectiv\u0103 era omniprezent\u0103, chiar \u015fi \u00een pasul t\u00e2r\u015f\u00e2it c\u0103tre dozatoarele de bere. Nep\u0103sare se cheam\u0103 \u015fi statul la stop cu privirea aiurea, auzind undeva departe ni\u015fte claxoane \u015fi vocifer\u0103ri f\u0103r\u0103 sens. Tot nep\u0103sare total\u0103 \u00eenseamn\u0103 fumul verde \u015fi sprintul vie\u0163ii pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine. Nep\u0103sarea rulez sau e true. M\u0103 rog \u2026 nu cunosc trendurile. \u00cen\u0163elege\u0163i voi \u2026<\/p>\n<p><span lang=\"RO\">Durerea asta de basc\u0103, dac\u0103 nu este autoimpus\u0103, este ambrozie dumnezeiasc\u0103. Z\u0103u a\u015fa. Te faci mic acolo \u00een tine \u015fi via\u0163a nu mai intr\u0103 \u00een coliziune cu tine. Stai pitit \u015fi vezi tot ce se petrece \u00een jur. Dar totul este undeva departe. Este un film. Dac\u0103 este unul prost sau bun nu are nici o importan\u0163\u0103. Oricum totul se stinge imediat din lips\u0103 de interes. Totul, \u00eenafar\u0103 de nep\u0103sare, este f\u0103r\u0103 sens. Singurul scop nedeclarat \u015fi nesesizat este nep\u0103sarea.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Nu obosi\u0163i s\u0103 v\u0103 preface\u0163i c\u0103 v\u0103 pas\u0103? M\u0103 jur c\u0103 m\u0103 prefac, 70-80% din ac\u0163iunile mele fiind pref\u0103cute. Nu \u00eemi pas\u0103 de copiii orfani, de r\u0103zboaiele din Africa, Asia sau de violen\u0163a \u00een familie.  Nu \u00eemi pas\u0103 de foametea \/ s\u0103r\u0103cia global\u0103. M\u0103 las\u0103 rece corectitudinea politic\u0103, evreii, gay-ii, \u0163iganii, holocaustul, 9\/11, toate celelalte prostii cu implica\u0163ii politice \u015fi sociale. Dup\u0103 cum spuneam, nep\u0103sarea este puternic interiorizat\u0103. Exteriorul este neglijabil.<\/p>\n<p>Socialul este un stimul constant, care devine enervant \u00een persisten\u0163a sa. Nu m\u0103 reg\u0103sesc \u00een el. Unde dracu sunt eu? Doar nu sunt acolo, ci mai degrab\u0103 aici. De aceea ast\u0103zi am stat la o \u015fuet\u0103 cu mine \u00eensumi. Prostii, bagatele, tot felul de nimicuri am discutat. A fost bine. De-aia \u015fi zic, nep\u0103sarea este jum\u0103tatea plin\u0103 a paharului.<\/p>\n<p>E a\u015fa ceva \u00een aer, care te face s\u0103 \u0163i se f\u00e2lf\u00e2ie. C\u00e2nd m\u0103 prefac c\u0103 nu \u00eemi pas\u0103 fie adopt o fa\u0163\u0103 t\u00e2mp\u0103 fie una academic\u0103 \u2013 depinde de conlocutor. M\u0103 uit acum \u00een oglind\u0103 \u015fi constat c\u0103 am o fa\u0163\u0103 autentic nep\u0103s\u0103toare. Adic\u0103 cum, m-a\u015f \u00eentreba. P\u0103i privirea aia de se uit\u0103 prin tine, dar care nu te cite\u015fte, ci doar a\u015fa \u2013 zboar\u0103 de colo \u2013 colo. Parc\u0103 transpare \u015fi senza\u0163ia asta de ecou interior. Adic\u0103 senza\u0163ia aia c\u00e2nd cineva \u00ee\u0163i spune \u201cAi terminat raportul \u0103la?\u201d \u015fi tu nici nu po\u0163i s\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegi ce spune dar\u0103mite s\u0103 r\u0103spunzi. Tot ce \u00ee\u0163i r\u0103sun\u0103 \u00een cap e \u201cAi terminat raportul \u0103la? \u2026 Ai terminat rapor.. ? \u2026 Ai termin .. ? \u2026 Ai\u2026 ?\u201d. Dar cuvintele nu se leag\u0103, nu pot fi asociate nici unui concept logic. Tot ce po\u0163i r\u0103spunde la finalul ecoului e ceva de genul \u201c\u00ce\u00ee\u00ee\u00ee\u00ee?\u201d. \u015ei asta anemic \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 suflu.<\/p>\n<p>Sau alt\u0103 descriere a nep\u0103s\u0103rii. Imagina\u0163i-v\u0103 cum v-a\u0163i sim\u0163i dup\u0103 vizionarea consecutiv\u0103 a tuturor congreselor lui Ceau\u015fescu. Privirea t\u00e2mp\u0103 \u015fi b\u0103lu\u0163a din col\u0163ul gurii definesc nep\u0103sarea. Dar revin, exteriorul sau aparen\u0163a sunt neimportante. Stai \u00een tine, acolo, pe sc\u0103unelul de la coada de lapte \u015fi freci mentosanul. Nu te intereseaz\u0103 aparen\u0163ele, p\u0103rerile altora. \u0162i-e cald \u015fi bine &#8211; cam ca la origini.<\/p>\n<p>Ce ne pas\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ast\u0103zi am sarcin\u0103 de redac\u0163ie s\u0103 observ partea plin\u0103 a paharului din via\u0163a social\u0103 rom\u00e2neasc\u0103. Efort intelectual care poate fi sus\u0163inut cu greu \u00een Rom\u00e2nia. Din p\u0103cate nu pot spune c\u0103 \u00eemi mai pas\u0103 prea &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[96,99,103],"tags":[1630,1799,2245,2262],"class_list":["post-2674","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-frustrari-din-cartier","category-jumatatea-plina","category-promo","tag-iluzii","tag-jumatate","tag-nepasare","tag-nimic"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2674","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2674"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2674\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2674"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2674"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistacioburi.ro\/revistacioburi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2674"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}