E\u015fti \u00eentr-un moment al vie\u0163ii in care ai convingerea c\u0103 e\u015fti st\u0103p\u00e2n pe tine, pe ceea ce tr\u0103ie\u015fti, pe ceea ce crezi si sim\u0163i. \u015etii sigur c\u0103 te cuno\u015fti \u015fi te lauzi cu acest lucru. C\u00e2t de bine te sim\u0163i c\u00e2nd te poti l\u0103uda cu faptul c\u0103 \u015ftii cine e\u015fti? Cum se uit\u0103 am\u0103r\u00e2\u0163ii care inc\u0103 nu \u015ftiu nici m\u0103car dac\u0103 le place iarna sau vara? Tu \u015ftii asta de c\u00e2nd m\u00e2ncai pasat. \u015ei le r\u00e2zi in fa\u0163a. C\u00e2t de bine d\u0103 asta imaginii tale? Foarte bine.<\/p>\n
Apoi se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 un lucru: realizezi c\u0103 nu e deloc a\u015fa cum crezi cu ardoare. Stupoare, nu \u015ftii nimic despre tine, nu \u015ftii ce vrei, nu \u015ftii ce vrei s\u0103 sim\u0163i, nu \u015ftii pe cine sau ce vrei s\u0103 cuno\u015fti, nu \u015ftii ce sa m\u0103n\u0103nci, nu te cuno\u015fti. Dar afli c\u0103 la v\u00e2rsta la care credeai c\u0103 toate sunt a\u015fezate \u00een marea ta ordine, acelea\u015fi toate se r\u0103st\u0103lm\u0103cesc.<\/p>\n
Susul e jos, albul e negru, amarul e dulce, dragostea e indiferen\u0163a, indiferen\u0163a e fluture, frica \u00ee\u0163i d\u0103 aripi, binele e r\u0103u, totul e nimic. \u0218i panic\u0103! Dac\u0103 reu\u015fe\u015fti s\u0103 treci repede \u0219i neobservat de momentul de panic\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i dai seama c\u0103 era totu\u015fi trist s\u0103 spui a\u015fa de t\u00e2n\u0103r c\u0103 te cuno\u015fti, c\u0103 nu mai po\u0163i avea surprize, c\u0103 totul e bine calculat.<\/p>\n
\u0218i a\u015fa \u00eencepe dansul. La \u00eenceput mai timid. Doar nu ai mai dansat de mult. Apoi \u00eenchizi ochii \u015fi \u00ee\u0163i imaginezi c\u0103 nu te vede nimeni. \u015ei schimbi tot. Absorbi tot. Absorbi energii, vie\u0163i, iubiri, ritmuri, dansuri, ploi, raze de soare, arome, culori.\u00a0 Absorbi c\u00e2t po\u0163i de mult. Vrei tot. C\u0103t e tot? Nu \u015ftii. Dar \u00eel vrei. Vrei s\u0103 \u015ftii mai mult, vrei s\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i g\u0103se\u015fti limita, via\u0163a, pasiunea, chemarea, inima. Vrei s\u0103 fii alt om, vrei s\u0103 te trezesti din ignoran\u021b\u0103, vrei s\u0103 schimbi, vrei s\u0103 vrei, vrei alt\u0103 via\u0163\u0103. Te \u00eentrebi cum ai tr\u0103it \u00een a\u015fa stare de amor\u0163ire. Chiar ai uitat de tine? Te \u00eentrebi de ce nu te-ai trezit mai devreme? Te \u00eentrebi de ce? Te \u00eentrebi.<\/p>\n
Cau\u0163i apoi r\u0103spunsuri. E minunat\u0103 c\u0103utarea, ai at\u00e2tea materiale, experien\u0163e, tr\u0103iri, ale tale sau ale altora, at\u00e2\u0163ia oameni \u00een jur care \u00ee\u0163i pot fi al\u0103turi, te pot \u00eenso\u0163i, \u00ee\u0163i pot ar\u0103ta un alt drum, \u00ee\u0163i pot fi sprijin, \u00a0te pot face s\u0103 cau\u0163i, te pot face s\u0103 dore\u015fti, s\u0103 g\u0103se\u015fti. G\u0103se\u015fti \u0219i treci mai departe. Nu te opre\u015fti. Nu trebuie s\u0103 te opre\u015fti, te-ai mai oprit \u00een via\u0163a \u015fi ea te-a tot \u00eendemnat s\u0103 mergi mai departe. Acum chiar c\u0103 nu o mai po\u0163i ignora. S-ar sup\u0103ra. Nu te \u00eentreba prea multe, nu pierde vremea. De data asta chiar ai \u015fansa s\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u015fti cu adev\u0103rat. Ai \u015fansa s\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i mai modelezi o dat\u0103 destinul, f\u0103r\u0103 a avea restric\u0163ii, \u00eengr\u0103diri, frici, demoni sau co\u015fmaruri. Nu ni se dau multe \u015fanse pentru asta, avem un num\u0103r limitat \u015fi nici nu avem unde cere un bonus dac\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2nem f\u0103r\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd spui c\u0103 via\u0163a nu mai are surprize, apare cea mai mare dintre toate: TU. Te bucuri sau nu? Po\u0163i s\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i folose\u015fti \u015fansa sau te arunci \u00een frica necunoa\u0219terii \u015fi la\u015fi apele netulburate? Nu \u015ftii ce va fi. Dar \u015ftii c\u0103 po\u0163i schimba tot ceea ce aveai. \u00ce\u0163i po\u0163i juca m\u00e2na cu mare art\u0103. Po\u0163i c\u00e2\u015ftiga potul cel mare: VIA\u0162A. Nu uita s\u0103 \u00eei mul\u0163ume\u015fti pentru asta. Cui? Oricui.<\/p>\n
Diana.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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